Another sleepless night whilst the old brain refused to sleep. It's just so frustrating and without doubt only made worse with the irritability of not being able to stop thinking and not being able to sleep. So I get up, have a cuppa, scrawl through Facebook for an hour and try again, still no success. It doesn't help to be told that I should stop doing this to myself, stop thinking and go to sleep. It's not voluntary, if only it was that easy!
I'm waiting for something from someone, they say they will do it asap, but I'm still waiting. Now at this time of day I understand they have lives of their own,things to do, but in the middle of the night .. I don't understand and I'm irritable with them too!
At least one thing is clear this morning, Mr handsome (pictured) will not be joining us at Blanik. His breeder feels he hasn't quite got the X.factor needed to be a show dog. I'm sad, but obviously grateful for her honesty. So lets see if plan B works out then, I currently don't have a plan C.
Obviously the main cause for my current insomnia is Sammi,