Tuesday, 27 July 2010

A Ray Of Sunshine

Hard to believe it's been three years since my Sunshing came into my life.

Monday, 26 July 2010


But no bloody wiser!!! Ah well I guess somethings never change.
11.5 year old Kiri, after wading like a hippo in a ditch.She was lying in it and dragging herself along with her front legs, back ones full stretch behind her....and she's too deaf to hear us scream as she goes running towards it...apparently


Back home and Kiri's not impressed at being washed. I wonder why it is that she loves muddy ditches, lakes and rivers, but being cleaned goes down like a lead balloon? Still it's great to see the old girl having such a good time....


Wednesday, 21 July 2010


Happy Birthday Blanik "E" Litter
7yrs old today Blanik Excentrik
Louis - Mr Amazing

"Tell me, I think that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
the way that love can set you free.
So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my savior would come
I think it's amazing

Tuesday, 20 July 2010

Heal The Pain

The pain woke me up at about 5am and I crawled out of bed to deal with it. I was met in the kitchen by Jamie, the only other member of the family awake at stupid O'clock today. We shared a few precious moments, along with glass of milk and a couple of jaffa cakes, I returned to bed to try for the last hours sleep before the inevitable screech of the alarm at 6.45am. I Curled up in a ball, hoping the intense heat would soon sooth the pain, and that was just the first time today that I though of you. That was when I remembered that you broke into my dreams last night, and for me it had all felt so real.
No, not a naughty dream, damn I'm never that lucky! You were just there talking to me and a few friends, just there like any other person in my life. I don't even remember what we talked about but I remember your smile and how it warmed up my heart. I remember my delight at being in your company. Your hair was longer than it is now, like it was 2 years ago when I was last privileged enough to share an evening with you. And stubble... you had stubble too. I noticed your hands, the ring still on your left hand and you wore jeans and the blue shirt you had on in Oz. I felt warm and safe and relaxed. I smiled to myself as I went through the dream in my head over and over again, and that's when I realised...The pain had gone!
Relaxed I drifted off to sleep, though it was not long before the silence was broken and the screeching alarm woke up the whole house. Finlay stretched and yawned, Asha started to winge and the cats came from all different directions for their brecfast. And me? I remembered you where there, but I wished it was still yesterday......

Saturday, 17 July 2010

Round Here

Kiri and Louis hoping for a trip out...

But I'm afraid the only place we went was to the vets. Though there are a few issues of old age....Kiri passed her MOT. Her eyesight has deteriorated and for her it's like looking through frosted glass, but she doesn't care! The vet said she is remarkable for everything she's been through :) That's my girl!!!

Thursday, 15 July 2010

Remember me

A Tour? A CD..I need to know how much cash I need to save?
George Do Tell!!!

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Heal The Pain

My Best Friend
Always in my heart, Always.
10/1/96 - 15/7/07

Those we love don't go away
They walk beside us every day

Remembrance is a golden chain
That links us till we meet again

Sunday, 11 July 2010


What Having Dogs Should Be About...
Tali, Finlay and Asha
Louis and Mikey
Mikey And Asha Splashing
Kai-Getting Braver - Yes His Willy Could Just Be Wet.
Kiri and Kai With Stevie

Saturday, 10 July 2010


East Of England Champ Show

I was really proud of both the "pups" in their first adult classes at Champ shows. Mikey winning first in PGD and Asha second in PGB...both qualifying for Crufts 2011

Mikey Mikey ... Woohoo I did Win and Asha Bash only got a second!

Texting George...No you can't take the car out!!!

Asha -Shut Up Mikey I've wonded loads more than you!

Thursday, 8 July 2010

You Have Been Loved

Blanik "D" litter - Born 8/7/00
Rest in peace my beautiful girls....



Wednesday, 7 July 2010

Look At Your Hands

Our Finlay
Did you breed this dog? Were you comfortable with your conscience when you bred a litter of non-standard coloured long coats? Did you register and microchip this litter? Did you sell this dog to a loving family?Did you check them out for suitability to have one of your precious babies? Did you keep in touch to see how he was doing? So where is he now? How is he doing? Do you know? Bet you don't!
Was this your dog? So did you buy him as a puppy? What was his name? Did you research the breed? Did you play with him and cuddle him? Did you take him out to socialise him, take him to training classes and walk him on the beach? Did you watch him dream as he slept in front of your fire? Did you brush his heavy coat and wash his muddy paws? Where you proud with the comments people made about him? Where did it all go wrong? I guess when he grew up!
Did you smack him across the face for disobeying a command? Did you scream and shout when he carried mud into your house? Did you shut him out because he was loosing his coat on your carpet? Did you kick him up the bum because he cried to come in? Why was he out on the road? Why did he end up in the pound? Why didn't you go and get him? Why didn't you pay the fine? Why did you leave him there to die? Do you know where he is now? Do you care? Bet you don't!

Tuesday, 6 July 2010

To Be Forgiven

Love you lots babes, but for F**ks sakes get a bloody driver!!!
I could do it...gis a job?

Monday, 5 July 2010


Damn you George Michael, "Tonight" "The Strangest Thing" happened again, after a "Hard Day" I'm feeling "Blue" and whilst watching you sing "One More Try" I'm crying "Like A Baby" again. " I Can't make You Love Me," but at least I know that you'll "Heal The Pain" for me and help me to "Move on " with my life.
"Come On" we all should know "Nothing Looks The Same In The Light," but in the deep of night you are the "Fantasy" that makes my "Heartbeat" takes me to "The Edge of Heaven" and makes me feel "Safe". " Yeah my sexual "Freeek" no doubt "I Want Your Sex, just "A Moment With You, " and "You Know That I Want too" go "Outside" for "Fastlove" with you.
"You've Changed" but I "Remember You, " Yes, I remember so well "The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face." I guess I'm getting "Older," but your still my Mr"Amazing" my "Idol!"
So "Dear Friends" Please don't tell me "This Is Not Real Love" because "I Believe When I Fall In Love It Will Be Forever ." "Do you Really Want To Know" what he means to me? Well, He gives me the "Freedom" to turn "A Different Corner, " he makes me feel "Happy" and has given me "Something to Save" from my life.
"Heaven Help Me, " dear Georgios, I have "Faith" but "I'm "Waiting For The Day" with "A Last Request," please "You Know That I Want To" see you sing "Flawless" for me again.

Sunday, 4 July 2010

You Have Been Loved

Lledfegin Camri
9/6/93 - 4/7/2005

And now she lives in heaven
But I know they let her out
To take care of me
There's a strange kind of light
Caressing me tonight
Pray silence my fears she is near
Bringing heaven down here

The next time that we meet
I will bow at her feet
And say wasn't life sweet
Then we'll prepare
to take heaven down there


She lives on in our hearts and through her children and children's, children's children

Nikki with Son Dexi, Best Friend Blade and Daughter Seffe in 1997

Nikki and her beloved Kong in 2004, with Great Grandson's Louis and Jay, Daughter Seffe and Granddaughter Krizzie in the front.

Great Granddaughter Tali, Great Great grand children Asha and Mikey, and Louis

Saturday, 3 July 2010

Young Guns

Happy 2nd Birthday
Blanik "G" Litter