Friday, 31 December 2010


George Michael
My "Idol" arriving at the studio in Nov 10

OMG - Finally some dedicated fan has found them and been kind enough to share. Honestly, that has just made my day.

Yes Geri I noticed, but thank you for the close-up, best I don't post it here though, you never know who's looking!!!

Just what I needed to end the year with a smile! - Thank you



From this photo it's hard to believe the fear I feel for our/your future at the moment. I'm not going to post the "other" photo at present as currently I can't bare to look at it.The thought of life without you now is something I simply can't comprehend. I can't help but worry and mull over the past. I feel I've seen this all before, but pray that I've got it all so wrong. After all a little knowledge is a dangerous thing, and that's all I have at present. I so need some answers, and quickly.
It's been 10 days now, and with every day I feel a tad more positive that you'll get through this, but I'm far too scared to let go and believe it's all going to fine. To let my guard down would only leave me more vulnerable and weak so I'm best keeping my emotions in check.
My little man, so brave, so strong, you still have not a care in the world. You love life and see no harm in anyone, or his dog. I will do anything to keep you safe and well, you truly are my Mr Amazing!

"Tell me, I think that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in and changed my life
I think it's amazing,
the way that love can set you free.
So now I walk in the midday sun
I never thought that my savior would come
I think it's amazing

Thursday, 30 December 2010


Posted simply because I can!

Saturday, 25 December 2010

Last Christmas

Well Santa came in the middle of the night,
and he had a bag full of pressies for me
He was the most beautiful Father Xmas I ever did see!

Somebody To Love

My Beautiful Kids
Today-Christmas Day 2010
Mikey, Finlay, Tali, Louis and Asha

Kiri and Kai
Asha-Loving her new pressies!!!

Thursday, 23 December 2010

I Can't Make You Love Me

I stand up for what I believe in,
And I believe in you.
I will never ever sit silently and let them put you down.
To me, without question, your simply everything

Wednesday, 22 December 2010

They Won't Go When I Go!

My little "Fat Man" enjoying a walk with his friends through the snow. Though sometimes it's hard going when you've little legs and a fat belly!!! (and I should know!!!)

Sunday, 19 December 2010

Wrap Her Up

OK, maybe not the best photos of the Blanik kids, but these photos show just how much snow is currently lying on the ground.I think Asha dug the deepest hole!

Mikey, Asha and Tali

Asha and Tali

Mikey and Asha

Mikey and Asha

Saturday, 18 December 2010

My Baby Just Cares For Me

Just The Two Of Us


"George Michael is back doing what he does best...
I can reveal the reclusive star has shakily put down his exotic roll-ups and is recording his first album in six years.
It will be one of the most anticipated comebacks of 2011 after George served four weeks for drug driving.
My insiders have told me this record will not for the faint-hearted when it hits the shops next year.So perhaps we can look forward to some haunting heartfelt lyrics about crashing into Snappy Snaps in the middle of the night and searching for love on Hampstead Heath.
I’m told: “It’s going to be fantastic. George is certainly not holding anything back.
“He talks about everything he has been through, all of his problems. I’ve heard some of the tracks, and it’s already got hits as good as Faith.” When George recorded the video for Outside in 1998, many said it was a parody of his famous “lewd incident” in the toilets with an undercover policeman.
So just imagine how creative George, 47, can be with the videos for this one.
The former Wham! star, who will not be doing the US version of The X Factor as one dismal rival claimed, has big plans for 2011.
A source said: “Next year George is hoping to resurrect his career in Britain and across the pond."
But if he hasn't been away why does he need a "Comeback" album? I know it's been a couple of years since we saw him live and a year since the DVD was released but that hardly a long time really is it? Still if it's true, (and a lot of the press reports are just bullshit) then it's something to look forward to, something for me to focus on. I already know that George has promised us a lot in here's hoping! Loves you Georgios.

Friday, 17 December 2010

Last Christmas...

..well no actually this year!
The Kids - off on our walk!

Tali, Mikey and Louis - great times!

Asha - Wooohooo, love it love it love it

Finlay - "are you lot coming or what?"

Kai - What do you mean I look stupid?

Kiri - Coming Through!
Louis and Asha -Play Time
Tali - Watching!

Saturday, 11 December 2010

I Believe...

This is the Photo of The Beautiful Blanik Georgette that was in "Our Dogs" newspaper today. It was taken after her BOB at Caernarfon C.S last month. Thanks to Bethan the local Our Dogs photographer for her patience and time in getting this photo.
Asha is Tali's daughter, Krizzie's granddaughter, Seffe's great granddaughter and Nikki great great granddaughter....I've been so proud of my strong bitch line throughout the generations and I'm now looking forward to next year when we can hopefully have a little Hippy in our home!

Friday, 10 December 2010

You Have Been Loved

Blanik Deeanna
8/7/00 - 11/12/07

3 years on and I still feel cheated of the time we should have had together. I miss you so much my crazy Krizzie pup. I'm still shattered to have lost you so young, but privileged to have known you and loved you. Thank you for the years of love you gave me and thank you for your wonderful children and grandchildren. Rest in peace Krizzie pup...

Don't tell me why you have to go
Loving you was as Good as gold
As good as gold
I'd love to love you, really love you
But you see there's something you should know
I really didn't think you'd go
Because today I could have sworn I heard you say,
I love you, I want you,
I need to be with you today
I Saw something in your face
Stay her besides me I need your love to hide me
...And now you've gone away
And left me me crying like a baby.

Thursday, 9 December 2010

I'm Your Man

My Dear George I found myself crying to you again today. Yet again everything in life was getting on top of me. I felt emotionally drained and after yesterday's events I feel like I've physically been run over by a bus! Sometimes life catches up with us, sometimes I guess we all feel sorry for ourselves and wish our life had taken a different path. Even though we have the best of friends sometimes maybe we all feel unloved and alone. Or is that just me?
But I'm so very very privileged because I have you. Your my shoulder to cry on, my friend, my love, my sanity in life. To me you are the most beautiful man; (even if your hair is too short!) You write the most beautiful lyrics that touch me deep inside, your voices melts me and I still get chilled listening to the honest emotion that you portray in your music. I could listen to you all day, whether singing or speaking your voice always makes me tingle within.
So for me an hour or so of "doing some George" tonight and common sense is restored. I'm almost ready to face another day with the strength and dignity my loved ones deserve. You get me there, you help me turn "A Different Corner", you bring me through the hard times. Yes I know, I'm the lucky one, I have George Michael in my life!
"I do believe that we are practicing the same religion."

Wednesday, 8 December 2010

Heaven Help Me

Sadness in my eyes,
No one guessed, Well no one tried!!!
10/1/96 - 8/12/07
You Have Been Loved....

Tuesday, 7 December 2010

Last Christmas

"Recent trend suggests Wham's classic 1984 track Last Christmas is the most downloaded Christmas song, the track written by George Michael was one of the bands most successful tracks.
GEORGE MICHEAL might hope to follow up the success of Last Christmas with his new single December Song which is set for re-release on December 13th 2010."

Saturday, 4 December 2010


Well the little shit has been here for 12 months today....thanks to all the Blanik kids and cats for putting up with our own Mr Naughty!!!
George Michael – nice guy
From N Sahodree – HMP Wandsworth

" ...... A lot has been written about George prior to his coming to HMP Pentonville and after. Allow me to give a little perspective at first-hand view. George Michael came onto the wing where I was. I worked on the server and on my way to the canteen to bring the food trolley onto the wing word had already spread that George was in reception. The cleaners were told to get a cell ready and staff and inmates waited eagerly to catch a glimpse of George Michael.
At lunchtime, while I was serving food on the servery, when I caught a glimpse of George in his prison clothes. He looked a bit confused and out of place. Hesitatingly he came to collect his food but only after all other inmates had collected theirs. When George came by the server he looked anxious. My colleagues were in awe of him and speechless, but I approached George and to reassure him I said ‘George, my wife is your biggest fan’. He told me to say ‘Hi’ to her.
The next day when George came to the server he looked more relaxed and composed. He laughed and joked with other inmates and even commented on Arsenal’s win the night before. I asked him to sign 2 autographs for me and he duly obliged. I found George Michael to be a very polite and pleasant man."

So George Michael is a nice man....Well bugger me I never knew!

Friday, 3 December 2010


"I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone"
(Nicked from Warbabe's Facebook page...sorry Zee!!!)

The Dog walking's done, and honey it's so cold outside. The snow lays thick on the ground and I'm feeling a little bored and a big bit naughty! I suppose I could "read a book or write a letter...mother things are getting better!" (Well that's what Marc told me anyway!) A hot cup of sweet milky tea, a big bar of Cadbury caramel chocolate and my thoughts continue to drift to the man in my dreams.
Forums are quite and Facebook disheartened. The snow has cause many to have to cancel from attending tomorrows big party, a party I've never been privileged enough to attend...but I'm not too proud to admit that every year I've felt jealousy and sadness on a very special night in a George Michael lover's calendar!
So what shall I do, write My Xmas Cards? Clean? You must be kidding!! Watch a dvd?...surprise surprise the TV's already being controlled by someone I'll drift into my fantasy and do some George! (just for a change that is!) Hundreds of photos all stored in folders and discs, Young photos, Wham! photos, sexy photos, tour photos copy-write photos, photoshoped photos and yeah...court photos.
I'll make new folders, no I won't I'll make a sexy collage. I'll use photos that Webby won't let me play with on forums...hmmm...yes that's what I'll do...and when I've done it I'll make another one...and another one and another one...well maybe. Damn shame the photos are small on the blog but look closely, photoshoped or not? Who cares it only add's fuel to the fantasy!
Good yeah...well at least it kept me quiet!

Thursday, 2 December 2010

I Remember You

Blanik Ewan

Gelert (Louis' brother)
- out in the snow with his owners other dog, Bryn.