Happy Birthday Beti

 Happy second birthday to my precious bundle of fun, the whirlwind that is Beti.

Miss Meerah

Beautiful Meerah chilling in the top field. I think tomorrow will be her last show, indefinitely. I will bring her home and pop her back in the cupboard, (so to speak) maybe taking her out occasionally, maybe not! She is a beautiful female, just too fecking big! She is now taller than Sammi, and much leggier, so the best place for her will be at home. Of course, I'm devastated, but I've also played this game long enough to know when it's time to stop. Regardless of anything else, at £30 a class, I simply can not afford to show a dog that has no prospects in the ring, what is the point in always being last, or close to it?  Like at Cheshire, comments were made ringside at Windsor about her size, I can only imagine what was said behind my back, best I don't know! To protect myself, Blanik's reputation, Lucca and my lovely puppy from the bitchiness of the show world, Meerah is best taking this indefinite break. Of course, she'll be staying here, blog viewers and Facebook friends will still see plenty of her as she lives life to the full, and she will hopefully be paring up with Zeus. It is sad when dreams and expectations are shattered time and time again, but I simply have to stop this constant crying, somehow pull myself up ... and find the best way to start again! 

It's over to you again Siska, we just need to find you the right man, as I think you look the best you've ever looked!