I Remember The Day Too Clearly

12 months without Kaiah, and the 11th of May went past without internet access, maybe it was for the best that I was not able to sink further into the pain of the day. I had no access to Facebook memories and I distracted myself with visiting mum and spending time with my lovely dogs. Hell, I didn't expect others to remember, but I’d been dreading the day so much, maybe also hoping that afterwards I’d be able to take a step forward to normality. Have I? We’ll see.