An early morning call from Mum yesterday had me going off to Tremadog. She was ill and had managed to get a doctors appointment for 10am, but she was too ill to go herself so I went down to take her. The Doctor examined her, took bloods and gave a prescription. I then went into town to get her some things. Whilst waiting to be served, the green-eyed monster walked in. We had not seen each other since 2019 but instinct made me smiled and said "Hi." The stared I got back cut right through me, but stupidly I still thought I hadn't been heard, so I said "You OK?" A reply was mumbled I think, but then feelings were made clear as a back was turned to me .. I tried to be courteous, to be the better person, but I won't again. I guess as life goes on you learn who your friends are and someone who blames you, and your friends, for their own mistake, someone who falsely thinks you could treat them so badly are not worth your thought or efforts. If only it was that simple for me, I've been awake since 6am pondering about it all again. I just can't believe a friend, as they were at the time, could believe we would have planned to do something so unkind ... well hell it could never have been planned and as I've said so many times if the same scenario happened again I just can't see how any of us could have done anything differently!
Today I went back to Tremadog, Mum is still really not well, but at least the bloods came back as normal for kidney function. If that had been abnormal they were going to send her straight to hospital. We don't really have a diagnosis, but a few ideas have been thrown into the mix. Anyway thanks to Linda for looking after baby Meerah today, I gather she was a very good girl.
