Another morning in Tremadog, it went ok, really. I don't mind the fetch me, get me and carry at all, knowing I've done what I can to help this morning leaves me feeling a little satisfied. I made her lunch before getting ready to leave, but that is where there was a little tension. "Can't you stay for lunch?" Well no, I need to spend some time with my husband too. "I'm going to be on my own now for the rest of the day, you see lots of people and get lots of your dog friends visiting." Actually, no, we don't. We NEVER get visitors; Ian is the only person who ever comes here, and due to current circumstances I haven't seen him for weeks.
Tomorrow is Bath Ch show, no chance of a wobble and considering turning back tomorrow as I'm picking Jackie up in Bryncir. It'll be great to share some time with her and put the GSD world to rights, as I hardly see her either. Well, we do see each other ringside and in passing at club, but we don't get chance to talk. I think it was September last year when we last shared travelling to a show. It's funny how people walk different paths isn't it, but when we do get together, nothing has changed.
As I was leaving Mum's I saw Edwina and Cath and both were going to call on mum this afternoon. Edwina had already phoned her this morning. Her phone is certainly "hotter" than mine, the only people I regularly talk to on the phone are Jane, Linda and Katrina. I really appreciated their regular check-ins and I do worry that I'm boring them with my ranting and moaning, hell sometimes I bore myself! Still, honestly, it is nice to just get the "You OK?" messages. Mostly to be honest I'm not, but they always manage to cheer me up!
Aled is on Tremadog duty tomorrow, until we can get carers in, we have a rota ... and I'm not back on shift till Tuesday!!!
