I'm feeling a little let down, but really I shouldn't be surprised, I'm quite the nobody and have never had the strength of character to push myself forward. With Sarah prefering to take another female in limit than Beti I had to make other plans and I really thought I had it sorted! I'd gone though a list of shows and I honestly thought it was all agreed, but last night I was told that the handler I'd lined up for her could only take her in at Bath, that left me with numerous shows entered, and no handler. Again, this handler has preferd to take in another female at these shows .... it's left me confused and emoional. Is it me or Beti or both of us that's not good enough for them? I'd love to say feck it, but I can't do it without them!
