Sorry for the self indulgent posts, but writing it all down always helps me. I get told off at home if I want to talk, he doesn't understand why I'm letting her get to me. It's not voluntary believe me, I am who I am. I've always tried to be a nice person, to treat others as I would like to be treated .. maybe now I must try harder to stand proud and move on. My conscious is clear that on the day I could do nothing more than I did.
I have helped her out by putting my page on custom so she doesn't have to suffer looking at the dogs ... but as regards to her being pissed off that Loki is winning ... nothing I can do about that, see you in the show ring!!!!