For several reasons it's been an emotional day. This morning I made the decision that I would not allow my heart to rule my head and I set about messaging his breeder to tell her that I would not be having Teddy. I know it's the right thing to do, honestly I really do, but it doesn't change the fact that I am gutted .. devastated even and have cried several times about it today. There are lots of reason why Teddy is not right for Blanik's future, but through my hopes and thought he has been part of my life for weeks and it hurts to let that go. Back to the drawing board for me ... good luck with your life little Teddy pup!
