Louis

 "Tell me, I think that cupid was in disguise

The day you walked in and changed my life

I think it's amazing,

the way that love can set you free.

So now I walk in the midday sun

I never thought that my savior would come

I think it's amazing

I think YOUR AMAZING

(George Michael)

I make no apology for repeating myself, these are the words I wrote a year ago, and still today the fears flow.....
 "Like his mother and grandmother before him I was there when he came into the world. My hands were the first to touch him, hold him and caress him. I gave him his first solid meal, took him on his first walk, to his first show, gave him his first cuddle and loved him unconditionally through out his life. Through all the experiences of his life I was there with him. He only knew love, kindness and friendship. He was born on the mountain, lived on the mountain and now has been laid to rest here on the mountain with his family. And similarly to the way he came into the world it was my hands that held him, touched him and caressed him as he left this world behind; I kissed his head, whispered quietly to him and showed him the love I have always felt for him. He has given and received great love through out his life, the same love he deserved in his passing.

 My darling Louis I knew this was coming but it's still came as a shock. On Thursday you ran with your young friends on the mountain ... and now today, your not here with us. You got so weak so quickly, we had no choice! RIP my darling friend, I pray we meet again or I'll never cope with your loss. You were my very very special friend, I truly believe you have been "The Dog" in my life time."

If your feeling brave you could also read this, I just did and now I'm in pieces!!!
http://talistails.blogspot.co.uk/2012/12/its-been-week.html