Mostly we just carry on don't we? Day in day out, we think about them and smile ... but sometimes it gets you. Some days you cry and can't stop. It's the injustice of it. He was just a baby ... he was my baby and I feel so damn cheated of the time we should have had together, well today is that day. Today I'm crying, I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm bitter and I miss my sweet little man so much it hurts. Why? Just Why?