Kai ... I Could Have Sworn ..

Not for the first time today I could have sworn I heard you screaming, as only you could. But I guess when the brain takes over from the emotion I realise that it was just a distant sound, my mind playing tricks on me again. Maybe it was your granddaughter, or maybe your son, but my heart breaks and the tears flow as I realise that it wasn't you, it could never be you again. I'd pay anything now to hear your individual bark again, to look into those soft kind eyes and to throw my arms around your huge neck. I miss you so much words fail me, my beautiful big boy, My awesome dog!